Back by popular demand

Well by popular demand, my blog is back. I guess all three of my followers want to hear about my mundain life.

So to start last tuesday my instructor asked me to go first on the speeches to open the door for other people. He has figured out what most everyone already knew. I like being the center of attention and my self asteem is so high you could change the weather if you could climb up it.

Andrea and i have found a 70 y/o lady to watch Randy, since I can't do it. He screams when I hold him, he is scared by the sound of my voice. Sorry but I can't increase the pitch of my voice to sound like a fruit tart. He hates my singing, So there goes my american idol dreams. He is really calm with the lady, I have been here the 2 days that she watched him. She doesn't know how to put on diapers but everything is spot on and Randy likes her more than me.

1 or the bosses at the bar is trying to get me a job there which a part from being fun, I'll be making money. So bartendering here I come...maybe On that note school is going great, I wish this instructor taught all my classes and to think that this might be the best so far, There is chance for even better or worse teachers.

I found out the navy was trying to charge me for a class I didn't take. So they will be taking that off the money they expect me to pay. which is great.

I also thought of another reason why No one wants my mom to Move to Kentucky. Where will myself, randy and taylor stay when we come home? A hotel fuck that. My dad's house has someone else living there and sabrina's house is full with kids plus they lock their doors at night which means you have to be home at a certain time.

Now video games. In five years I have been playing world of warcraft I have never been able to find a class that sum up everything I enjoy and gives me the option to do both PVE and PVP....Until now. I recently decided to play a warlock. The pvp is so fun and the pve side of it is so easy. So until I can raid i will not know, but since it is a caster it shouldbe easy to like.

Father's day my first

So my first fathers day was slow boring and Fkin amazing. I was so tired I tried to get sleep in the afternoon bad fall out from being alone with the boy and having to get up at 5am. Anyways I got up the first time when my mom sent me a text message wishing me a happy fathers day, it was realy cool.

I told Andrea she didn't have to go out and get food to cook for me I would gladly make spagetti, She refused for good reason, she was talking randy, victor and herself to the swapmeet giving me the 2hours of sleep that I needed it was great. No sound no light no anything is was sweet. I woke up Right as she got home, She started coooking something of which a name for I do not know. It had beef shanks,with Nopals(catus) onions, and a few other herbs and spices, needless to say it was Delicious ( I did capitalize it on purpose). She also made me this cute little cup and stuffed it with candies that I like. Nothing is sweeter than a gift made by hand. She even used Mario wraping paper. I don't look a whole lot like him now since I have a goatee, but I still sing the song.

I made a phone call to talk to a friend I haven't talk to in awhile and have not seen in over a year, we chatted for about five mins before he told me he was hanging out with some people he wanted to hang out with them. No questions about my son, no happy fathers day. I guess I am being greedy for asking for someone else attention, I guess I should look at it from their point of veiw. I mean they were hanging out with people he can see everyday if he chooses. Oh well, My life is great it must suck not to be on the fun ship.

So with that convo over, I hopped on my video game and ran around with Sabrina and Rob that was fun times. I did what I wanted to do and some more, I got rob his bronze drake so he can ride around on a cool ass dragon. It is really cool to be running around with my sister and my cousin doing tons of dungeons. I can't wait til we can start raiding together, I am going to try and steal my sister away from her guild vega. Since she reads this it might be a little bit harder because she is very friend oriented.

Friday Mistakes made.

So for all those who thought, "Hey Brandon your gonna be a good dad" You fucking dumb, tell that shit to my kid. Who when I pick him up or he sees me he screams his head off. I can sit and rock him, feed him etc and all he does is scream. However Andrea's nephew takes him and does the same and he falls asleep in his arms. That is good?enoyable? etc? I am glad I have a kid, but when Andrea isn't home don't ask me if I would take it back becuase your not gonna like the anwser. When Andrea is holding him ALL DAY, like she has had to do after he got his shots (3 days) I love having him. When I have school at 5am and Randy is dead tired but to stupid to sleep, I hate it.
So the son I thought was going to be a great idea has back fired on me and become a screaming monster. I have never seen any other child the screams when his father touches him, like I am a complete stranger. I try and hold him for like 5-10mins like 4-5 times a day, but holding a kicking screaming baby is about as fun as slamming you fingers in a door. I can now see why so many adult turn to drinking. You do everything you can for your child for them to turn your back on you.
For those expecting another child keep your fingers crossed I have a GREAT job where I never have to be alone with my next kid. Go ahead tell me how the next one could love me and only want to be held by me etc etc etc. every weekend it is the same thing. Screaming, headaches, maybe 30-45 mins of sleeping per 5 hours until mommy gets home. Today is the first day it truly has effected my ability to do school, Since I have to be up at 5am.
I recently started looking in to meditation, becuase drinking is next, whatever I have to do to get some sleep, which is lame since I usally only need about 3hours to function well. Lets hope I can get to sleep before 2am.

Yeah they are coming slow

I know my post are getting far between 1 becuase nothig major is happening and 2 becuase I am reading more into economics. School is getting better and better, I enjoy the classes that I have and I can alreayd see the tempations of stopping school for working. I have been shying away from some chances at work because I have an idea in my mind currently. Normally at this point I would let the cat out of the bag, but this time I am going to keep it under wraps for the time being. School is awsome. I wish I was this way many years ago in high school, I wouldn't have needed to waste my time in the navy. Even though it is the only reason I am doing this, I am sure glad now that I wasted the time.

In life, all is grand on the daddy front. Randy got his second round of shots and being the dad I have to hold him while they jam a needle into his leg. The gave him 1 on monday and another 2 on wensday. It is kinda cool to see how things work as it is for babies. Up to 10 years old children get there shots for free. Economics is howing me so much more that what I knew before. One of my favorite things is "Everything is done as long as it benifits you", I have seen many people who disagree however it is true. As long as the benifits to you outway the cost to you, you'll do it. It also has made me focus more on what life is really about, because I have to focus on school I have been putting my family first. If people don't want to be a part of my family, then I just won't bother with you. My life is great no point letting people in it that only wish to bring it down. Randy is getting more and more mobile. Littler squeaks and squaks now I am assuming he is trying to talk.
I am trying to keep adding picture to my facebook of All of us as much as possible, so many of the pictures are repeats or look so much the same well not of Randy. Last night Andrea and I went through all of Randy's clothes and found tons that no longer fit. He looks so cute in his Lion King Oneis. Andrea said his Dolphins Jersey fits better, I am looking forward to the season might have to try it on once a month to make sure he doesn't out grow it.

My video game life. My guild got up to Lich King last night ( for my non-gamers, he is the ultimate point right now) We lost a good player So my druid has gone healing, it only took me 2 days to set him up to run the last dunegon. I am having such a great time with them. The server is having issues with the new patch so it has been down alot. It is still great non the less.

Well it is time to head out to school. I love you all who care and some who don't .

Yep I missed a day.

So I missed a day. Anways, I added pics from the birthday party that Andrea,randy and I attended. it was fun, I didn't get stuck cooking this time. We hung out, outside like outcasts with Andrea niece and her date. For whatever reason they don't hang out with other people. I ended up walking around with Randy becuase everyone wanted to hold him. Then last night we went the bar so Andrea could practice for the Pole dancing contest she got voted to do. I think Randy had a little bit of fun. We had him up on the stage watchign mom, until he got jealous, so she had to quit.

I feel bad for so many people whose lives are in such disaray. I take comfort in knowing my home life is awsome, Nothing in it I would change right now.

my Sat-night

So I was thinking about not adding my breakfast because it always seems the same. However since I had waffles this morning I figured I would put it down. After that I laid down next to Andrea and Randy and watched them sleep for like 4 hours.

Atfer we got up I played for a little bit I was going to go for a walk but now my mp4 player is messed up. It is flashing the stupid hourglass thing. Anyways so I cehcked out the website to fix it and it sucks, no real information.

Randy went to sleep around 3pm, We had a babysitter so we were gonna run up and get diapers. When I got pulled over, they wanted to take my truck becuase the owners agreement and my licence plates didn't match, I was worried. Going throught my papers I found my regestration bill and BAM right on it was the new licence plates, I lol'd. I showed them it an they said we are still gonna have to take it in. I said yeah lets do it, I know you laws too. Finally they said I am gonna let you go becuase your wife just had a baby....Yeah ok. I love living in Mexico. I now know how the geniusus feel when surround by average people. Randy asleep til 30 mins after Andrea left for work, it was kinda cool. After him being awake til about 11pm with both went tho sleep together and woke up when mom got home, it was a good run.

Woot 100 Posts....well this is 101

So up again nice and early, Damn I knew that would be a back mistake. I forgot Andrea was going to work tonight Ouch. At least Andrea's nephew was here to help. I guess I am not as good a dad as everythign thinks, I can't even take care of my kid alone.

So the day took off like normal, hit the store got some food, etc. Andrea an I showered, I hoped on my game. It was horrible the loot drops and the stuff I did want I couldn't win. But I got into ICC and there it was awsome. I ended up picking up a neck pieace I really needed and a T10 upgrade token. So it was pretty good overall.

Around 10pm I logged of becuase I was trying to calm Randy down. Nope he wasn't having any of it. I don't buy this your baby cries jst becuase sometimes. Bullshit he is a woman. ( don't get offended you know you do it) Anyways he wasn't having this formula stuff, so it was a fight all night long. first me for an Hour walking around trying to get him to stop screaming in my ear. then carlos then victor. Finally I think he just passed out. Around 3am he was up again. The pacifier worked, but he just can't be un held, even if I am an inch from him.

The day before the date above

So I got up early again ready for school another emcon day. I set up all my stuff for school, and had a nice big breakfast. couple cups of coffee. Yeah I tried with the cinanmon. It wasn't amazing like I thought it would be but it was decent. I haven't decided if I would do it again or not though.

I logged on to world of warcraft and ran thru my dailies, when a ICC raid fell into my lap. Since I wasn't gonna be able to make the guild run that night I figured what the hell. It went pretty good for downing 5 bosses, we are gonna contiune on sunday. It was two o clock Andrea had made me something i am not sue what it was for dinner and to take to school. I was checking my email and I got one from the instructor, saying we are not having class today he had a family emergency. I am glad i checked my e-mail I normally don't that would have suck to wait in th eborder line ride the trolley on to find the class is cancelled. However I am supposed to read chapters 3-4 this weekend. But since I slacked on tell my sister what book I needed and when. I will be behind a little. Oh well like I always say "Don't call it a comeback" I like being here.

I so I hung out with Andrea,randy and the cats outside. I was chatting with Andrea and catching some sun for my pale ass. It was kinda fun being outside. Randy sleeps well outside, inside he hates it. So I guess I am gonna have to have a house with a front and back yard. I can't wait til we are playing football int he front yard it will be awsome. So after a few hours I hopped around the net, looking at house in tijuana and submitting my application to west marine. Kinda worried about the next steps in life I hung out with the two people that I know will be there every step of the way. Love you Andrea and Randy.

See you all tomarrow.

Not sure if I should leave dates since I am a day behind every day.

So I noticed I tell people the date of the blog and blogger has another date above it doh. anyways if I keep everything up there is no reason to need it.

Now that I am on a school schedule I am gettign up early. So I was up around 6am, enough time to make some breakfast, pancakes and my coffee. I hoped on and did my blog I think that morning or the night before oh well sometime. I started playing wow, knocked out my dailies but it was getting boring so I swapped to Demon's souls. Andrea was up and around trying to control the boy, but he is getting more and more fussy everyday. I want up I want down I am tired but I am not gonna sleep without someone holding me. Finally around 11 he decided he was gonna stop crying about it and just sleep. As you can see in the picture, he sleeps with his mouth open like his mommy drooling on everything.

Andrea worked on her mom's website and I worked on my Outboard motor stuff. Oh yeah I didn't mention that to anyone yet. oh well. Here it goes. West Marine, which is a huge supplier in San Diego, they also supply to the navy. Well they are hiring and I know a few people there. So the long and short of it are this, I would be working right next to my school, Making almost double what the navy is paying me on top of what the navy is paying me. If I get the job I am buying a house in Tijuana and this is were I am gonna stay for the next 10-20 years. I do not have the job yet Andrea and I are still discussing it there are few details I need to sort through etc.

So anyways I killed the dragon in demon's souls I felt so cool about it since you really not supposed to. All in all I would have to say the day was pretty fun, Andrea and I messed around trying to get her ready for her contest and I played with Randy, he can almost hold his head up alone, he is really trying to stay standing but the balance isn't there yet. Love you all.

Back by Popular demand. Tuesday June 1st

No one really asked for it but I am doing it anyways. So I am gonna sum up a few months real quick.

Randy and I are spending more time alone with Andrea getting back into the job world, since there was a mix up in my school and the navy paying me. Andrea's niece who is taking care of her 1 younger brother has moved away from her old house and in to our house for the time being it is pretty full here. Since she has another place but her mom has stuffed all her crap into it. Maritza no longer sees it as her own place with her mom, brother and other brother staying there.

Andrea got entered into the Tubefest, Pole dancing competition that she took second place in 2 years ago because of a scam. This year the tournament is being sponsored by the airlines. not by the bar So the panel is being made up of 5 judges 2 of which are pilots,1 Stewardess, and two airlines owners. The grand Prize is (2) person round trip to A destination of their choosing up to 1k dollars, and 1k dollars. Second is a trip , and third is 500 dollars. I Added her application picture to the blog. She looks amazing...I would add for having a baby a month ago but honestly there is no need.

Thanks to Mom and Sabrina I also added a pic of me and Randy side by side. Along with all his grunts and moans while sleeping that mimic mine here is a pic that shows us together.

Tuesday beings, with me getting up around 7am, checking out my video game which should have been down for maintenance. It was so I decided to play on trying to get the daily things I do trying to make my Character Rivenwolf better. The same character I am trying to write a story about but having difficulties with the druid class (job) he is. Around 8am I decided it was time for breakfast I started my coffee, and because of the show two and 1/2 men I started adding cinnamon to my coffee to give it that as charlie sheen say "Christmasy" taste. Guess what it sucked, it doesn't feel anything like Christmas and I can't even taste the cinnamon and I love cinnamon. So I made a famous egg sandwich, 2 eggs, 2 ham slices, and cheese on a sesame seed bun. Yummy. Back to playing my video game listening to Andrea snore, Maritza snore and every now and again Randy grunt as he moves. So a few friends came online we chatted about the weekend etc. I logged off around 10am to getting some things ready for my first day back at school.

I go to show Andrea my pictures on Facebook, (note: we have been arguing a a lot because of her family again, it is crazy because they want to come over here and eat and then leave a mess and I am tired of it) So as I open my facebook I notice my pictures are gone....Andrea says yeah I did that because you were being a dick. This pissed me off, she acted like it was my fault she got on to my page and messed it up. I decided fine I can leave for school at 12 noon, normally I leave at 3pm. Her tude changed when I went in the other bathroom. We had a nice long convo about trying to act tough in from of her niece and nephew. So she is working on getting all my pics back up again.

Andrea and I headed up to the pawn shop to pawn her Nintedo DS for some money to buy food, since she has a client coming down next week that should make her enough money to get it out. She never uses it anyways, she keeps it because I bought it for her I think. The place where they sell fishing was actually selling chicken funny thing that is what Andrea wanted to eat. so we got to full chickens for under 8 bucks and headed home. It was 2:20 when we got home just enough time for me to eat and go to school. I carried randy down to my truck gave him and her a few kisses, we went back up to get a picture of use three and we kissed, then back down stairs her and I, we kissed again like school kids hiding behind the bleachers. Then at my truck again. I started my truck and she went back up and tossed my down some sunflower seeds.

I got to the border line just in time for shift change, it was fun I was talking to this old lady and her friends about how you can use a ID and Birth certificate to cross the border, the guard started making comments about this and that and I slammed him with reason why they are slow he was glad for the shift change. so the next young moron decided to start in on me. I told him I have been doing this for over 10 years now you're full of shit. You can cross without a passport and you do nothing. He tried to blame it being slow for the shift change. I said Hey even after the shift changes ends we still have to wait for morons who are to cheap to buy a passport ( I know there are people who can't get them), Because it takes longer for them to go across. He said it is a crime and goes on their record, I lol'd out loud. SO I asked him "so what sort of crime using finger quotes is it than? He said I am not talking to you, I was talking to the lady. So the last thing I said is fine I just stand here with my Bullshit flag raised nice and high. Why do people think that can bullshit anyone. Maybe the good bullshitters should where a pin or something so other bullshitters know that we can't be touched.

So I arrive at my school, I head straight to the deans office and make my complaints about my last teacher, long story anyways she sucked period. I will never do another online course unless it is 100% mandatory, because of her. Normally I would say saying "it sucked" is not a answer but today it is going to be the answer I give. The new teacher is Hindu I think, but he is very enthusiastic about economics so I like him. I got in a group with a guy who I think is gay or just sounds that way, so big white guy not me, and two Chinese guys, now I don't mean they look he is Chinese and speaks perfect English. I mean like using facebook, wikipedia, etc all in Chinese it was crazy cool to see the websites translated in to lines.